Monday, January 7, 2008

Decisions & No Internet

First of all, it is really annoying because our house has NO internet connection at the moment yet we're still expected to foot the bill. Because 3 of our house mates are moving out the internet discussion has pretty much come to a halt. So, not sure how often I'll be updating you on my shenanigans from now on.

About the decisions - oh! So complex! I had almost changed my mind about coming home in April and spending time in South American, Spain and Morocco and then coming home for GOOD in August/September but then realised I wouldn't have enough money to do this. So I'm thinking I might go home in April, go back to London until September and then either go to Canada OR come home for good and do Canada next year. Seems I'm still very undecided as to what I want to do. I then pondered staying in London until September and then coming home in September for good... any ideas on what I could do? I'm so confused. I don't want to finish here before I've done at least Spain though - possibly Morocco but I'm in two minds about that now. SO complicated - at least in my head it is.

I am not liking this house. I'm feeling left out because everyone is moving out and the couple is nice but they do their own thing. I really just wanted a house where everyone meshed together and did stuff as a house... London did not turn out how I expected it to. I think I held too many expectations and as you know, when you expect something it always turns out differently. When you have the least expectations is when things turn out best I've always found!

Well the internet I'm 'borrowing' is on limited time so I'm going to end this here before I lose the entire lot.

Sim
xx

2 comments:

Emma said...

I still read your blog!

Anonymous said...

Hi,

You don't know me but I read your blog from time to time. I found it linked via somebody else's blog. I'm a fellow Aussie in London.

My advice would be to stay in London until September rather than go home. It doesn't make sense to me to go home in April only to go back for good in September. April to September is a great time to be in London/Europe with the weather and long days so you'd fit more of your travels in if you didn't have to spend the time/money on a trip home. Take advantage of living and traveling from London while you're here. That's my 2 cents worth anyway!

Good luck. I know how confusing it can be with so many thoughts of wanting to travel everywhere and be home at the same time.