Sunday, July 6, 2008

11 Hours

Feeling nervous and sad all over again. Things have changed so much in the past 3 months and I am not the same person I was when I arrived back in Melbourne but I'm not the same person I was when I left London.. so I'm not exactly sure who I am at the moment which kind of scares me a little.

I've said my goodbyes with no tears although at times I have had to bite my lip to ensure that remained true. Saying goodbye to Belinda, Zara and Mel was the hardest. Belinda has been there for me 100% of the way when I was in London answering my somewhat drunken and hysterical phone calls at ridiculous hours in the morning for reasons I can never remember. Just knowing that I have such amazing friends here makes me feel all warm inside. It is also the reason that I know that I can cope on my own overseas, because if I didn't have such an amazing network of friends then I think I would feel pretty lonely and wouldn't have ventured out of my comfort zone in the first place. They've all told me that if I hate Canada then I can always come home - made me see things in such a simple way which is why my nerves aren't as full on as the normally would be.

I'm going to miss everyone.. see you when I see you... and don't bother asking when that will be because I don't have any idea (unless you decide to come and visit me... ... *ahem* ... Zara... lol)

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